February 2011
2 posts
the un-happiest ending...
it has taken me so long to love myself. the one person who has loved me for four and a half years is throwing in the towel. no matter how hard i cry, he will not see. no matter how loud i scream, he will not hear. his illness has flooded his brain and caused him to think like the devil. he has become sucked into a world of darkness and is shutting out one of the only lights that shined...
and i see you in the distance of my dreams electric eyes reflecting golden blue sunsets across my dark horizons falling together in waters of warmth we met in summer, where we swam amog a midnight breeze walking along the shore driving for hours down roads leading south singing together, without a doubt… my heart is racing wrapped up in you. im fighting this feeling when i look at you knowing...
