September 2010
3 posts
Haunted.
today is one of those days where everything in my surroundings pulls me back into the past and back to the parts which literally poisoned my life.  i’m trying really hard to tell myself that the reality this time is the light and not the darkness, but the smallest things just trigger those traumatic times in my life. And it worries me because i feel like i move forward but then it’s...
Sep 22nd
you are the best thing that's ever been mine.
how amazing is it that after almost 4 years of convincing myself all men are dogs and after beating myself up about failed attempts of anything substantial with those sad excuses…i cross paths with the most amazing one to ever walk into my life. the one that could end up healing the destruction. the one that is the definition of a real man.  “It’s obvious your tenderness Is what...
Sep 21st
Distance and Time..
ok, so it’s been a while since i’ve posted.. i feel like im slowly coming out of the depression state after graduation and that awful transition period. Although this change is still a struggle for me and nothing is structured anymore…i’m going to hope for the best. I hate when life is up in the air. And let me tell you, i’ve been UP in the air lately.  I’ve...
Sep 16th